process as product

sketchbook project: sidebarI

so this project has become a metaphor for the whole issue surrounding my process:
the loss of connection,
the frustration when things don’t look the way i want them to,
the conclusion that it’s just not meant to be
and then,
wanting to just giving it all up.

just the realization of this is enough to scare into completing it;
the stakes are too high if i don’t…